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3 F I K R A H :') *dibubarkan*
Friday, 29 June 2012 | 09:26 | 0 comments
assalamualaikum and hello :)
dear reader, dah lama kan tak buat entry. 
hmm lama lah jugak.

so, for this entry I want to talk my classmate 3 F I K R A H !
seriously ? our class gonna be separate. hmm what the ?! 
how come ?! this is unfair okay. why must us? 
theres a lot of class but why our class? my class? hate this !

we start be a good classmate and love each other okay. 
we are so closed. boys and girl, we  just like sibling. 
teacher, please don't be jealous of us.  -,-

ahhhhhh.... no more Cikgu Nik handsome + cool + sporting
no more ustazah Mimi comel + yang pelupa + tapi still funny 
no more teacher Haniza that a lots of story that she always share with us
ah no more Bulat who always make a funny stupid joke, 
no more Farrhana who like to asking this and that
no more Azri who is very very annoying and sometimes funny
no more Mia who always make the class noisy
no more Iqa who always keep bully me 
no more Nadhirah and Shaza who always be our victim to being bully
no more Faruq who keep disturb me when I was alone
no more Izzat who always lepak -ing with me is I was lonely
no more Aqil who really fierce 
no more the happening 3 Fikrah ! no more them !
*some of them I didn't mention, sorry*

Ya Allah, seriously kenapa kami ?
tak suka lah. saya dah biasa belajar dengan cikgu Nik handsome tu now tetiba nak kena beajar dengan cikgu Munirah tu. tak suka lah !
nak cikgu Rahani as my KHB teacher the one who really funny !
I want my Science teacher back who said that Imma good girl in the class :p
I want Cikgu Roshafizal the cute teacher that really SEMPOIIII
I want all of them back ! PLEASEEEE cikgu Mursyiedy please
not 3 Fikrah please :(
 how could you made us like this. this is the last year for some of us
how could you ! ! !


nak buat mogok dah terlambat tapi saya teramat sangat sedih.
cikgu tahu tak yang cikgu telah memisahkan saya dan Crush saya yang comel tu ?
cikgu tahu tak yang  kami tak satu block lagi?
tahu tak yang cikgu dah melukakan hati saya ni. ni nak marah ni -,-
haihhh nasi dah jadi bubur dah meera oii.
hakikatnya saya terpaksa juga berpindah ke kelas 3 Gig's
seriously tak berapa selesa lah
mereka dah tersangat rapat so bila kiteorang masuk kat sana, mesti kiteorang akan dipinggirkan.
ahhhh nak masuk H la. dapat cikgu nik balik tapi....
ishhhhhhhhhh tak suka nya!!!!


ahhhhh okay dah lepas geram tapi hati ni still sakit sebab tak suka lah 
dear teacher please find a lot of teacher so that we can be together again. sincerely, me :)
tapi itu hanya angan angan tahi ayam je sebab sememang nya tak mungkin akan terjadi. sob sob
ahhhh redha je la. * kesat air mata*



hmmmm I don't know why this is happen to us but people said that
things happen for a reason. or sesuatu yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya
well, we'll see


hmm okay readers and stalker,
assalamualaikum :)

p/s : sorry for the broken english ; hihi


R E S U L T :(
Sunday, 17 June 2012 | 02:35 | 0 comments
 hello and asssalamualaikum :)
lamanya tak update blog ni kan *kenyit mata*

hari tu busy gila dengan exam semua. then cuti dua minggu, bukannya cuti tetapi study. haihhh
well, this entry I just wanna talk about my mid term result. *kesat air mata*
hmmm sedih weh. result aku suck gila :(
seriously tak berani nak tunjuk kat family aku. kene ceramah itu pasti tapi tak suka kalau mama dah buat drama sedih cakap yang dia teringin sangat nak aku dapat 8A semua. hishhh 

result aku walaupun ada peningkatan tapi aku sedih gila bila aku tak dapat nak capai target aku.
aku harap sangat aku boleh dapat at least 5A tapi hampeh :(
bukan apa, trial tinggal sebulan lebih je.
kalau aku tak boleh score memang lah rasa bersalah gila dekat parents 

mama papa teringin sangat aku masuk sbp or maybe mrsm but how can I get it if I was like this. got the worst result not gonna make me get into that sbp okay. haihhh
nak kata aku tak study, gila2 jugak lah aku study masa exam hari tu. 

maybe tak ada rezeki kut *pujuk diri sendiri*
tapi kan kira okay what. at least aku tak ada yang gagal or even D. 
tapi ada dua C. heh! :/ hahaha
it's okay meera, trial nanti study macam orang gila kay :)

Ya Allah mintak2 lah trial ni aku punya result OKAY sangat2.
nak jugak rasa masuk asrama next year. hihi
tapi macam kakak cakap lah. kalau aku dapat stakat 3,4, 5A jangan harap lah.
at least 6A. weyh ce cite macam mana nak cekup 6A tu . haihh.
lainlah kalau aku boleh curi otak Maria then tukar dengan otak yang berapa genius ni. haha
sumpah aku mengarut . lol 

ahh whatever it is kita tak boleh give up ! 
oh yeahhh. go meera go ! fighting ! ;D
mohon doa korang untuk aku success untuk PMR and trial nanti yerr :)

that's all for this entry, 
harap maaf dengan entry yang bosan ini. hehe
assalamualaikum :)

 nampak tu, stay HAPPY, 
sayang PC :) ehhhh . hihi

B E N 1 0 :)
Sunday, 3 June 2012 | 10:41 | 0 comments


assalamualikum and hye reader ! 

so, for this entry I want to talk about my girls :)
we are known as BEN10
yeah BEN10 a weird name but we love it yaww ! haha
 hari tu pergi blog syiqa and yamin sume cite pasal BEN10 .
nak jugak ahhh ! haha

kay lets start ! 
first, alhamduliillah cause our friendship still strong since last two years ! yeahh 
hope this friendship will last forever till Jannah.insyaAllah :) Ben10 that full of drama and lots of fun !
we're the 9 girls who have our own characteristic that can make people crazy ! haha
kami gadis2 comel yang sentiasa bersama even semuanya ade macam2 ragam . 


okay start with this girl 


name was given is YASMIN ATIRAH RAHAMAT known as YAMIN !
the gila-gila girl okay ! kiteorang kawan since primary school .
pandai and sangat lah kepeng dan sangat dicemburui oleh saya sebab saya tak sekepeng dia . lol
haha, just kidding honey . me loves you <3


next,


this girl is known as ALYN !  tapi nama dalam IC NUR FAZLIN SYAZWA MUHD NAJIB.
panjang kan sebab tu kami pendekkan :) haha
alyn ni pun kawan since primary school :)
kawan yang sesuai sangat kalau nak mengadu and bergossip sebab dia ni a very good listener and also a good adviser :) love syg 

then we have 


SITI SYAFIQA RAOH ! a.k.a SYIQA 
the shortest member I guess haha but she's is a good biker ! 
WEMPITZ yawww . don't play play haaa . kecik2 cili padi tau ! sayang awak ! btw, die selalu buli saya ! 

plus, we have the cutest girl :)


NUR NADIA FARHANA ZAIDI known as DYA 
dye ni cool and very sporting yaww .
sangat open minded and that's why 'bip bip' sayang kan . haha
dye bile bergurau tak ingat dunia sampai semput ! haha
what ever it is me love you boo ! 

then we have 


SUE ! nama diberi NOOR MAZZLYN SURAYA KAMARUDDIN this girl is very nice and sometimes annoying haha .
she's very very gila gila . kecik je tapi ganas tau .
and kalau ade pertandingan jalan terlembap, she's must be the winner ! haha
just kidding honey ! lapchuuu! 

we also have 


SITI SALMIAH ABD HAMID a.k.a MIA ! likeme also, this girl really love in designing :)
a fashion designer wannabe, she is very and annoying for me but always cheer  us !
loves to make stupid joke but still can make we laugh until tears streaming down yaww . seriously I'm not lying . even though you're annoying but I really love you cinta ! 

the we have,

the chubby one ! MYRA or the real name is NOORAMIRA HANIS KAMALUDDIN
she's very very ganas okay ! haha. a very crazy even sometimes annoying person . hehe
btw, she's a very nice and really loves MONEY ! haha 
sayang kau mok !

then lastly we have the tallest member 


Pakistani and Malay . a very pretty girl and lovely but sometime she's got loading error !
haha. just kidding . PUTERI NUR BALQIS MUHD BASHIR ! or we called her  AQISH !
sayang kau babeh . stay pretty honey !

oppsss don forget me  
*apahal putih semacam?* haha

introcing me, the awesome one . hehe NUR AMEERA ZULAIKHA HANASI known as MEERA or MEEYA ! they called me 'manja' err ==' whateva la . haha . 
a simple and very shy shy girl actually *muka yakin*
haha. me love my friends damn much ! 


hope that our friendship will last forever insyaAllah :)
love you guys forever kay . remember you're my friends dunia akhirat tau !
sayang mu mu semua !

okay that's all for this entry and  assalamualaikum guys :)

RINDU 6K '09 :'(
Thursday, 31 May 2012 | 11:00 | 0 comments

assalamualaikum :)

last entry, sedih . 
this entry, pun sedih ;'(

ish asyik sedih je . 
hmm sejak kebelakangan ni kan, kita asyik teringat kat kawan-kawan lama :(
one of them, my ex-classmate 6 Kurnia 2009
rindu gila babs dengan depa tau !

okay, ingat lagi masa kita orang darjah 6 . semua muka suci je .
haha. pastu semua macam adik beradik . rapat gila ! 
lelaki perempua main redah je . dulik hapa, kami kan kanak2 ribena masa tu . hehe 

2009, really, really superb ! 
dulu time tu, kita satu group dengan budak2 taiko dekat kelas tu called SIXSTAR :)
meera(me), yamin, syera, alyn, cha and kam 
sumpah  kiteorang ganas gila masa tuh !
haha leader die siapa lagi kalau bukan syera ! 
haha. tapi kiteorang ganas je tapi sebenarnya kami ni baik tau ! ditambah pula dengan kecomelan yang kami miliki pastinya ramai yang tak percaya kalau kami ni nakal . hihi
plus, dulu kitaorang ni rapat gila dengan taiko sekolah iaitu
mirza, muqmin, haidhar, syahmi, aisar and ramai lagi yg  tak dapat nk disebut namanya . hehe
okay bila  taiko comel bergabung dengan taiko pujaan gadis2, hancus la jadinya kelas dan sekolah tu . haha . 

teringat pulak masa kitaorang mula2 masuk sekolah, semua enjoy je memanjang ! 
haha . kalau kerja tak siap tu dah biasa . perempuan lelaki sama je .
bila dah perkara itu terjadi, kelas kitaorang pun jadi terkenal lah nampaknya dikalangan guru-guru, pengetua, penolong kanan, tak lupa juga makcik cleaner and also akak jaga kedai buku . hehe 
haha. cikgu disiplin pun dah lali dengan kitaorang .
nama je kelas pertama tapi perangai gila2 tu mengalah kelas kedua ( tak boleh nak bandingkan dengan kelas hujung sebab dorang lagi teruk, hehe)
macam2 kitaorang buat sampai cikgu kelas kitaorang sendiri pun dah naik pening .

ingat lagi masa kes myspace tu. ada orang buat fake acc myspace and bash kami budak 6Kurmia yang comel2 ni . so bila siasat, orang nya tu adalah classmate kitaorang sendiri.
mana tak bengang kan . siasat punya siasat, semua syak H yg buat .
tak pasal2 gaduh between yamin and that boy.
habis semua bad word keluar sampai cikgu kene handle kes tu . 
haih . half an hour kut kiteorang kene ceramah free . sabar jo la . 
haha at last tak tau siapa yg buat then kes tu dilupakan macam tu je and we back to normal :)

next, tak lupa jugak kes mirza gaduh dengan afiq. sampai menangis si afiq tu dibuatnya haha
padahal pasal benda kecik je . tu la siapa suruh cari pasal dengan si mirza leader of taiko . haha

tak lupa juga masa kes hadiah cikgu hilang, 
haih tak pasal2 kelas kitaorang jadi suspect . walhal kitaorang tak tau apa apa pun -,-
pastu semua klas kene target . haha . sampai kesudah tak tau sape yang curi tapi bukan klas 6k yang comel2 ni yang buat tau . 

walaupun banyak benda jahat yang kiteoraang buat tapi banyak perkara yang kitaorang buat untuk mengharumkan nama sekolah tau ! ecehh *tangan didada*
haha . macam2 hadiah kiteorang bolot, terlalu banyak sampai aku tak boleh nak mention . 
haha.

plus, ingat lagi suprise party yang kiteorang buat untuk teacher Tini masa kelas malam.
teacher terharu punya pasal sampai mengalirkan air mata tau :')
kita yang tak sumbang apa2 pun buat muka tak malu join makan kek tu . hehe
best gila malam tu ! DAEBAKK 

then, masa malam akhir tahun tu, kelas kiteorang je yang rajin nak buat performance .
buat drama . klaka gila ! haha . siap main tepung semua ish memang coool lah !
haha :D memang semua terharu gila . yela kan last year kitaorang dekat SK Taman Keramat 1 :')
semua jadi hantu kamera malam tu . haha

anyway tak lupa jugak masa kitaorang nak amik rsult :O
haha . semua cuak gila babs kut .
bila semua dah tau result, semua nangis :'(
yang dpt straight A's ke yang  tak dapat ke semua menangis . tak tau happy ke sedih . haha
it's  okay la for those yang result okay2 je tu, at least we try our harder rite *winkwink*
PMR kita bagi result gempak kay ! 

lastly, tak lupa masa kitaorang nyanyi lagu 'Your Mother' masa last day which is masa anugerah cemerlang :')
sedih tau masa tu . semua takut nak masuk sekolah menengah . haha . tapi,
kitaorang semua happy gila masa tu . 

*a few kids tak ada* sorry

lastly, 6Kurnia 2009 is really DAEBAKK !
I wish we can  meet one day . dah 3 tahun kan kita semua tak jumpa. 
ramai yang sangkut kat SMART ni tapi ada ramai jugak yang hilang entah kemana 
haihh kalau kita semua berkumpul balik mesti riuh kan :')
haha. kay guys, insyaAllah one day kita jumpa ya :)

okay entry kali ni memang panjang . hehe. 
thaks reader :)
assalamualaikum 

 p/s1: next time kita post yang happy2 pulak yerr ;)
p/s2: kita rindu gila babs dengan  SIXSTAR ! rindu nak lepak sama 



I miss you Alyn :')
Saturday, 26 May 2012 | 11:58 | 0 comments

assalamualaikum :)
dah lama gilos tak tulis entry kan *wink wink*
hmm tajuk entry kali ni ? 
I miss you ALYN ! :')

alyn sayang, seriously I'm really miss you !
let the whole world know how much I miss you .
darl, I'm really miss to talk to you about how much I love PC, 
how cute Mr. BR, how annoying ben10 that always keep bullying me and 
how suck my result . and I just want you to know everything about me .
haha . sound funny but the truth is, I feel like I'm losing something that priceless when 
we didn't talk much :( Alyn, I'm so sorry for being a worst friend ever but 
I want you to know that you're part of my life . our friendship that start since primary school 
is the best I ever had . 

I don't want to losing you . i don't ever care if PC, Mr. BR, Taylor Lautner  SMART or whoever 
leave me  but but as long as  that person is not you, min, iqa, myra, mia, dya, sue, bal, and even Sixstar !
please come to us and gossiping and kutuk-ing, together . I really miss that moment .
I miss to do the bad thing together . bullying, gossiping, or even cry together like we used to before .
remember when we always talk about our crush, talking about our problems. I'm really miss that.

Tipu lah kalau kita cakap yang kita tak jealous tengok awk dengan 3 Gig's .
sumpah jealous . kita jealous gila bila tengok awak dengan dorang gelak2, main bola sama-sama, tweeting about your class. sumpah kita jealous .

 kita pun dulu selalu buat macam tu kan .
ingat tak yang kita pernah main bola dengan budak lelaki masa 6K dulu . haha .
that time kita ganas gila kan . pastu ingat  tak yang kita pernah gelak2 masa dekat masjid sampai kena marah . pastu ingat tak masa bulan puasa, kita semua(ben10) pms, then semua bawak makanan, then  tetibe je cikgu buat spot check . haru jadinya kan . semua cuak tapi cikgu tak marah pun kan .
haha . pastu ingat tak masa kita main baling2 air dekat masjid . sampai semua lencun .
ingat tak alyn ? I hope that you'll never forget about it :(



alyn, jangan lah jauh dengan kiteorang . kitaorang semua rindu awak .
sumpah kita tak kesah kalau awk nak kawan dengan siapa. lepak dengan siapa . tapi..
jangan lah lupakan kitaorang . ingat tak yang awak cakap dulu.
'cukuplah syera and cha je pindah, sebab dorang pindah kita dah tak jadi rapat dengan dorang'
ingat tak awak pernah cakap macam tu dekat kita masa kita cakap yang kita nak pindah masa form4 nanti. pastu since awak cakap macam tu, banyak kali kita pikir nak pindah ke tak masa form4 nanti .
kita pikir kan awk, kita semua. macam mana friendship kita semua kalau kita semua masa form4 nanti kan 
that's why la kita pikir banyak kali pasal nak tukar sekolah tu .
awak pun tau kan yang kita ni tak boleh nak independent . bak kata iqa, kita ni manja .
haha. hmm .. alyn, kitaorang semua rindu awak :(
rindu nak dengar awak membebel, rindu nak awak ajar kita math,
rindu nak otp dengan awk, rindu nak IM dengan awak and kutuk2 orang .
sumpah kita cakap, kita rindu pasal kita !

Nur Fazlin Syazwa binti Mohd Najib, please don't leave us .
can we just be like before . the craziest group.
the fun best friend ever ! 

I just want to say sorry if I had did something wrong to you :(
Alyn, biarpun group kita selalu bergaduh or what but the fact is, group kita masih kekal as 
BEN10 kan . group yang paling bising, nakal, kaki gosip and more lah . haha. hmm

*sorry mira, dya and sue takda*

alyn, maybe awak akn fikir yang everything alright lepas kita cakap dekat dataran kejat tu but actually tak alyn. kita rasa lepas kite semua jumpa dekat dataran kejat tu, kita 
makin renggang . Alyn, kita nak awak tahu yang kita sayang kan awk.
kita sayang kan friendship kita, kita sayang kan ben10 .
alyn, please be like before . the old you :(
I miss the old fazlin syazwa :')

sumpah demi Allah, kita tulis ni dari hati kita.
tak ada sesiapa yang suruh .
kita memang rindu dekat awk :') 
kita harap awak tak marah kalau kita buat macam ni.
kita tak tahu nak buat apa dah .
kita harap awak tak kesah.
I'm so sorry alyn :)
and again, 
I'm miss you shooo muchhh !! :'D

that's all for this time :)
assalamualaikum and bye !



I miss this blog !
Saturday, 28 April 2012 | 11:28 | 0 comments

assalamualaikum and hello readers :)
omajay! lamanya tak update blog ni :(
 rindu je . hihi 

so, as usual la kan . me busy with all the class, tuition and all the scool activities *sigh*
being a PMR candidates is really tiring . but still I need to take it . haha

lots of thing happens for this month :)
first, I'm joined the choral speaking . yeah .
luckily tarikh pertandingan choral speaking tu tak clash dengan tarikh exam .
pffffttt * muka lega*
hahahaha.

next, meera dah baik dgn Z . oppss lupa pulak nak bagitahu
yang hari tu kiteorang gaduh. 2 hari tak berttegur . but now, everything's fine .
alhamdulillah :)
now, I'm comfortable with him. he's a nice guy actually.
but still, I can't opened my heart for him . hmm sorry Z .
maybe we can be just a friend not more than that
sorrry

plus, hari tu ben10 ade buat hari ben10 :)
or we called hari jujur sedunia . haha
actually, that day kiteorang confess semua apa yang kiteorang
tak puas hati to each other :)
lega sangat ad after that day, we become more closer 
but myra and bal tak ada :(
hmm sokay la

and, because of that, me got problem with both of them .
kiteorang tak tegur pun . 
hmm tak tau sampai bila . 
like dgn myra, dah sebulan kut and bal pulak dah seminggu or more kiteorg tak bertegur
hmm, don't how to fixed this problem :(
Ya Allah tolonglah hamba :(


btw, have you guys heard about this game,
TRUE OR DARE ! 
haha . this game is fucking fun but it's gonna embarrassing  yourself,
seriously . imagine when you nedd to do a chicken dance in front of all your classmate
pppffffftttt, so embarrassing okay ! 
after this I'll never play this game !
when I tell my mom about this game, seriously she said that I'm stupid ! why ?
bila kita buat bende2 like menjerit or menari depan kelas, sangat memalukan
and it's make you like  a stupid person . yela memalukan diri sendiri .
mama cakap malu itu separuh daripada iman so, bila kita
kita buat semua tu, sama je kita buang semua perasaan malu kita . 
so, tak elok . betul lah kata Izzat, dia bukan tak nak main game nie sebab dye 
bukan tak jantan tapi gami ni mengaibkan diri kita sendiri .
nak2 pulak kita ni perempuan . 
hishhh menyesal je main game ni -.-

plus, kita sangat jealous dengan yamin, fana, and haryati sebab 
dorg dapat join workshop yang schlumberger buat tu . nak ikut !
hmmmm bukannya senang nak dapat peluang ,acam ni :(
sedih, sedih sedih . yela dah la batch elit kita tak dapat, ni workshop ni pulak kita dapat pegi 
huaaaaa *nangis berguling-guling*
hai takda rezi nak buat macam mana kan 
tapi salah kita jugak sebab last year memain je -.-'
hah sekarang padan lah muka ! haha

bttw, hari tu my sister pergi Russia . 
and she bought me this 

*just the shirt not the phone okay* haha
thanks sis !
meloveyoushoomuchh ! :*

lastly, as usual topic yang tak pernah miss , PC !  :)
yeah still the same, waiting for him .
teringat satu hari tu kan yamin pernah tanya 
"kalau awak kapel dgn Z tu mesti sweet je, kenapa tak nak kapel dgn dia?, past is past . tak semua laki sama mcm N tu"
me: "entah lah hati ni tak terbukak lagi untuk si Z tu, kita just anggap die kwn je"
min: "awk tak mengharapkan dekat PC tu, awk just suka die mcm kita suka A je kan"
me: *silent*

the truth is, I'm really  deeply in love with him. 
my heart is full with him .
I know the fact that he not like me like I do. he just think that we're just a normal friend
like his other friends :(
but people said that waiting for something that would not happen is something hat hurt but sometimes in the end it will make you happy
so, can I just wait for him and hoping that one day he gonna love me too ?
I know that must be impossible but who knows that it would be possible . 
wait and see .. but bila lah that one fine day tu nak tiba ? 
hmmmm :(
sokay sabar je lah kan . sabar kan senjata yang paling mujarab :)
insyaAllah that one fine day will come 

hmm okay la that all for this entry hope you huys enjoy ! 
sorry for the broken english and the stupid story . 
asslamualaikum readers :)

ssshhhh don't tell anyone okay . haha. 
P/s ; speacial for PC ! heee









L O V E
Saturday, 7 April 2012 | 08:57 | 0 comments

assalamualaikum and hello readers ;)
first of all, omjayyy, lama gila tak buat entry kan. 
well, as usual I'm always be busy like hell yaww . 

well,for this entry I just to share about my stupid puppy love .
puppy love ? not exactly puppy love but it kinda in love :)
let start the story 

bismilahirrahmanirahim
well, Im pretty sure that you guys know about my PC .
the guy who make me crazy . lol . I had write an entry about him here
so, yes I'm still stuck with him . don't ask me why ? 
that what we called 'love in the first sight' muehehe
but this entry I don't want to talk about PC but I want to share about someone
yeah someone that make me confused and guilty :| 

that guy name Z . I know him from my friend .
he really a nice guy . seriously, he's fucking caring and so sweet BUT
the fact is I'm kinda scared to be so closed with him . 
why ?
I'm not like him . seriously ! 
why must I be a hypocrite ? I hate that kind of attitude . 
well, I told him to not hoping so much and he told me to tried to be his friend but the 
thing is the way he treat me like I'm gonna be in love with him . 
damn! that make me feel guilty . 
I tried to tell him about PC as what appa said but I'm scared that he gonna
think that I'm just to make fun about his feeling -,-
but seriously, I really comfortable to be his friend . I mean 
just FRIEND but ....

that's it . that make me don't want to couple . 
I hate to be hurt or hurting someone . 
Ya Allah what supposed I do ?
should I just tell him the truth or act like nothing happen ?
I'm so confused and super duper hate it ! 
I don't want to hurt him but at the same time I don't to be such a hypocrite .

are he gonna be my friend even thought he know that I'm not like him ?
are he gonna hate me ?
are he gonna trust me ?
that such question make me scared to tell him about my feeling toward him .
the major problem is
 I'm scared that our problems gonna effect his friendship between him and appa.
pffffttttt . freaking hate this ! 

so, I decided to tell him everything .
the rest, it up to him to be my friend or not . 
pray for me guys :|

well, that's it for this entry .
p/s: sorry for the broken english :) I tried to improving my english by write my  entry in english ;)
p/s 2 : sorry if this entry so fucking boring :)



assalamualaikum . STAY AWESOME !



#MeewaaaAwesome  ;)




STUDY la !
Saturday, 17 March 2012 | 10:25 | 0 comments
*study make me tension!*

assalamualaikum :)

mama: bila adik nak blaja ? asyik online je . lepas tu sibuk dengan sofbol .
me:ye tau .relax ma, kan cuti ^^
mama: cuti ke tak . kene lah pandai la manage masa .awak tu nak amik PMR tau !
macam mana nak masuk SBP kalau malas macam ni ! kata nak jadi surgeon 
me: yee :(

see mama meeya suruh study . tapi masalahnye time cuti ni memang lah 'ada' mood -,-
bukan tak nak study . nak sangat tapi masalahnya cuti ni memang malas gila .
teruk kan . haihh mencabar betul lah jadi PMR victim ni .
syaitan selalu menghasut -,-
Ya Allah sesungguhnya meeya tak  nak hampa kan ma and pa and family and people around me tapi 
meeya ni tak kuat nak lawan sikap malas tu .

seriously, I want to make ma and pa proud of me but if I keep on this attitude, I'm so stupid .
I don't be the worst in the family . I want to make my parents proud of me like
my sisters but but arghhhh why it's too difficult to me to study ? !
hate me ! 
I always asked myself, who I want to be ? so what should I do to be someone that I want to be ?
and seriously I always pray to Allah to make me clever but I think that 
I'm stupid . why ? berdoa tetapi tak berusaha , USELESS kan !
yeah that me .

Ya Allah teruk lah aku ni . dalam entry yang ni punya lah bersemangat aku suruh orang belajar 
tapi aku ? hish teruk betul meeya ni ! 
kenapalah meeya jadi macam ni kan . haih
hmm tak nak lah macam ni , nanti tak dapat nak jadi doktor .
kakak meeya pun da fed up tengok meeya busy dengan sofbol and twitter .


okay2 insyaAllah I'll changed !
that my promise :)
ma, pa, kakaks I promise that I'll make you proud of me . 
sorry for what I have done :(
well, human being always make a mistake right . sorry .
lepas ni janji akan belajar rajin2 macam ni


           *comel kan*

insyaAllah lepas ni meeya work hard ! 
meeeya, FIGHTING ! :)

assalamualaikum :)
see ya for the next entry .                                         


megatAD !
Friday, 16 March 2012 | 11:48 | 0 comments
MegatAD ;D

assalamualaikum and hello readers :)
handsome tak mamat tu ? haha'
that guys la MegatAD . who the heck is he ?
he's the tweetfemes :)
so, first2 buat acc twitter memang tak kenal pung megat ni . tapi
lepas seminggu macam tu timeline penuh dengan  nama dia . wow . 
so ape lagi stalk la . bila je check 
guees what ? follower dia beribu tau ! cool 
so, kita pun join la sekali jadi follower dia .
hehe . lepas tu, banyak lah dapat info pasal dia . 

Megat Amir Danish aka MerlinMalaysia  
17 thn, Victorian, a youtuber, photographer, bowler,
(that all that I know )


and dye ni rupanya ade banyak quotes yang best .
dye slalu tweet pasal life dye .
and fact about him is kebanyakan follower dia adalah peremmpuan ^^
including me :) (Y)
actually even dye ni tweetfemes tetapi ramai jugak yang selalu BASH dye .
don't know why ? =='
siap bergaduh lagi . I means between follower megat and someone .
haih . tulah MegatAD ni napelah handsome sangat kan . see
ini lah jadi nya . haha LOL

tapi kan memang betul pun dye handsome . hehe
kalau tak handsome takde nye dye jadi model . 
maybe sekarang ni demam MedgatAD kot kat team sofbol perempuan 
SMART . mana taknya . asal training je mesti cerita pasal MegatAD , MegatAD, MegatAD !
haha . sampai budak lelaki team sofbol pun da menyirap dengan kitaorang .
haha 

okay sebelum tu, meeya bukannya obses dengan Megat ni just  minat je . 
haha. sebab dye sweet gila . yeah SWEET like sugar :)
even kakak kita pun suka tengok muka dye . dye kata comel . lol
tapi kalau cerita pasal Megat dekat abgMan mesti dye menyirap . 
hai maklumlah JEALOUS ! haha 

so, maybe that all for this entry :) next time  kalau kta ada cerita best,
kita post .btw, Hafiz Irfan pun meeya minat :) *kawanMegatAD*

p/s 1: twitter MegatAD kat SINI
p/s 2: HafizIrfan pulak yang NI

btw, meeya post ni suka2 je :)
assalamualaikum :)