I miss this blog !
Saturday, 28 April 2012 | 11:28 | 0 comments
assalamualaikum and hello readers :)
omajay! lamanya tak update blog ni :(
rindu je . hihi
so, as usual la kan . me busy with all the class, tuition and all the scool activities *sigh*
being a PMR candidates is really tiring . but still I need to take it . haha
lots of thing happens for this month :)
first, I'm joined the choral speaking . yeah .
luckily tarikh pertandingan choral speaking tu tak clash dengan tarikh exam .
pffffttt * muka lega*
hahahaha.
next, meera dah baik dgn Z . oppss lupa pulak nak bagitahu
yang hari tu kiteorang gaduh. 2 hari tak berttegur . but now, everything's fine .
alhamdulillah :)
now, I'm comfortable with him. he's a nice guy actually.
but still, I can't opened my heart for him . hmm sorry Z .
maybe we can be just a friend not more than that
sorrry
plus, hari tu ben10 ade buat hari ben10 :)
or we called hari jujur sedunia . haha
actually, that day kiteorang confess semua apa yang kiteorang
tak puas hati to each other :)
lega sangat ad after that day, we become more closer
but myra and bal tak ada :(
hmm sokay la
and, because of that, me got problem with both of them .
kiteorang tak tegur pun .
hmm tak tau sampai bila .
like dgn myra, dah sebulan kut and bal pulak dah seminggu or more kiteorg tak bertegur
hmm, don't how to fixed this problem :(
Ya Allah tolonglah hamba :(
btw, have you guys heard about this game,
TRUE OR DARE !
haha . this game is fucking fun but it's gonna embarrassing yourself,
seriously . imagine when you nedd to do a chicken dance in front of all your classmate
pppffffftttt, so embarrassing okay !
after this I'll never play this game !
when I tell my mom about this game, seriously she said that I'm stupid ! why ?
bila kita buat bende2 like menjerit or menari depan kelas, sangat memalukan
and it's make you like a stupid person . yela memalukan diri sendiri .
mama cakap malu itu separuh daripada iman so, bila kita
kita buat semua tu, sama je kita buang semua perasaan malu kita .
so, tak elok . betul lah kata Izzat, dia bukan tak nak main game nie sebab dye
bukan tak jantan tapi gami ni mengaibkan diri kita sendiri .
nak2 pulak kita ni perempuan .
hishhh menyesal je main game ni -.-
plus, kita sangat jealous dengan yamin, fana, and haryati sebab
dorg dapat join workshop yang schlumberger buat tu . nak ikut !
hmmmm bukannya senang nak dapat peluang ,acam ni :(
sedih, sedih sedih . yela dah la batch elit kita tak dapat, ni workshop ni pulak kita dapat pegi
huaaaaa *nangis berguling-guling*
hai takda rezi nak buat macam mana kan
tapi salah kita jugak sebab last year memain je -.-'
hah sekarang padan lah muka ! haha
bttw, hari tu my sister pergi Russia .
and she bought me this
*just the shirt not the phone okay* haha
thanks sis !
meloveyoushoomuchh ! :*
lastly, as usual topic yang tak pernah miss , PC ! :)
yeah still the same, waiting for him .
teringat satu hari tu kan yamin pernah tanya
"kalau awak kapel dgn Z tu mesti sweet je, kenapa tak nak kapel dgn dia?, past is past . tak semua laki sama mcm N tu"
me: "entah lah hati ni tak terbukak lagi untuk si Z tu, kita just anggap die kwn je"
min: "awk tak mengharapkan dekat PC tu, awk just suka die mcm kita suka A je kan"
me: *silent*
the truth is, I'm really deeply in love with him.
my heart is full with him .
I know the fact that he not like me like I do. he just think that we're just a normal friend
like his other friends :(
but people said that waiting for something that would not happen is something hat hurt but sometimes in the end it will make you happy
so, can I just wait for him and hoping that one day he gonna love me too ?
I know that must be impossible but who knows that it would be possible .
wait and see .. but bila lah that one fine day tu nak tiba ?
hmmmm :(
sokay sabar je lah kan . sabar kan senjata yang paling mujarab :)
insyaAllah that one fine day will come
hmm okay la that all for this entry hope you huys enjoy !
sorry for the broken english and the stupid story .
asslamualaikum readers :)
ssshhhh don't tell anyone okay . haha.
P/s ; speacial for PC ! heee
