STUDY la !
Saturday, 17 March 2012 | 10:25 | 0 comments
*study make me tension!*
assalamualaikum :)
mama: bila adik nak blaja ? asyik online je . lepas tu sibuk dengan sofbol .
me:ye tau .relax ma, kan cuti ^^
mama: cuti ke tak . kene lah pandai la manage masa .awak tu nak amik PMR tau !
macam mana nak masuk SBP kalau malas macam ni ! kata nak jadi surgeon
me: yee :(
see mama meeya suruh study . tapi masalahnye time cuti ni memang lah 'ada' mood -,-
bukan tak nak study . nak sangat tapi masalahnya cuti ni memang malas gila .
teruk kan . haihh mencabar betul lah jadi PMR victim ni .
syaitan selalu menghasut -,-
Ya Allah sesungguhnya meeya tak nak hampa kan ma and pa and family and people around me tapi
meeya ni tak kuat nak lawan sikap malas tu .
seriously, I want to make ma and pa proud of me but if I keep on this attitude, I'm so stupid .
I don't be the worst in the family . I want to make my parents proud of me like
my sisters but but arghhhh why it's too difficult to me to study ? !
hate me !
I always asked myself, who I want to be ? so what should I do to be someone that I want to be ?
and seriously I always pray to Allah to make me clever but I think that
I'm stupid . why ? berdoa tetapi tak berusaha , USELESS kan !
yeah that me .
Ya Allah teruk lah aku ni . dalam entry yang ni punya lah bersemangat aku suruh orang belajar
tapi aku ? hish teruk betul meeya ni !
kenapalah meeya jadi macam ni kan . haih
hmm tak nak lah macam ni , nanti tak dapat nak jadi doktor .
kakak meeya pun da fed up tengok meeya busy dengan sofbol and twitter .
okay2 insyaAllah I'll changed !
that my promise :)
ma, pa, kakaks I promise that I'll make you proud of me .
sorry for what I have done :(
well, human being always make a mistake right . sorry .
lepas ni janji akan belajar rajin2 macam ni
*comel kan*
insyaAllah lepas ni meeya work hard !
meeeya, FIGHTING ! :)
assalamualaikum :)
see ya for the next entry .
